better off meditating

I'm not gonna wait around
For you to make a sound
And your heavy breathing against my skin
While I pretend I'm sleeping
But I heard everything you said

Do you know what it feels like?
To be here when you’re really not?
Might as well be at the movies all by myself it would be easier
Do you know what it feels like?
When you can’t even pretend
To be listening to what I'm saying
I’d be better off just meditating

I'm not gonna say a thing
I’ll just let your last words ring
While I'm walking down the hallway your words still echoing
But I heard everything you said

Do you know what it feels like?
To be here when you’re really not?
Might as well be at the movies all by myself it would be easier
Do you know what it feels like?
When you can’t even pretend to be
Listening to what I'm saying
I’d be better of just meditating

I'm not gonna wait around
For you to come around
And this heavy petting is nothing like I, I keep forgetting
But I want everything you said