permanent vacation

I try to connect from the inside
I try to say I'm alright
I say I'm sorry for things but I
Can’t keep track and I cannot maintain

I'm from another planet today
Don’t understand and I cannot relate
And I’ll be planning on leaving today
And I’ll go on a permanent vacation with you

And I think I might (and don’t you believe it)
Be born again (I can hardly believe it)
And when we take off (and don’t you believe it)
Will you hold my hand (I can hardly believe it)

I try to collect all my thoughts before
I say something you might ignore
I’ve got an obsession to work it out
I let it go it’s a limited war

I'm from another planet today
Don’t understand and I cannot relate
I'm packing up and I'm leaving today
And I’ll go on a permanent vacation with you

And I’ll close my eyes (and don’t you believe it)
And I’ll hold my breath (I can hardly believe it)
And when we touch down (and don’t you believe it)
Will you hold my hand (I can hardly believe it)