Ambiguity

The ways I spend my days
It's never a topic of interest or a story to tell
But I will carry on and follow my path
It's long been time to set my sails

I will turn back time, this is not my life
I don't know why I keep visiting
Insecurities, don't return to me

My mind holds me back
Made up moments and worst-case scenarios
Every day, wasted time
And once again I fail to take a chance

When I look back, now I see ambiguity
Bled through every time that you looked at me
Insecurities, don't return to me

I will not let go of this image
Moving pictures and reels of film
That play back again and again
Behind my closed eyes
And it's real to me