Close My Eyes And Hope For The Worst

I cant help it!
im numb from biting commentary
emotional attack i cant muster up the strength needed to fight back
barraged and bombared with the hate and hurt
i'll just close my eyes and hope for the worst
ill take your verbal beatings and physical assaults i dont give a fuck about feeling good anymore
im bereft of love for anyone i even hate myself
so now i hope for the worst and ill see you in hell
lets see what you got take every free shot
im sure it takes a lot to destroy a broken man