This Ain't Going Well

This ain't goin' well I wish that we had been a better version of us
You can’t love somebody who you didn't ever really trust
I keep wondering about the plans I had
I keep wondering what I do with them

This is the part where I remember of beautiful things you said and done
Even though I know that's just my head messing with my heart again
I keep wondering about the plans I had
I keep wondering what I do with them

When it started
I was sure that
This would be easy
I was looking for easy
When it blew up
It messed me up
I think it was all me
I didn’t makе it easy but I

I keep wondering about the plans I had
I keep wondеring what I do with them
I keep wondering about the plans I had
I keep wondering what I do with them

This ain't going well
I wish that I had been a better version of me
But I can't love somebody
Who doesn't love the worst parts of me