Still Suffer

Strength, I couldn't find it
The hurt of my past kept me divided
Caged, I lived inside it
Stuck in my ways, forever blinded

It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in
Shame, too many reasons
Doubting myself again, keep sinking
Oh God I'm fucking lost, still suffer

Forever doesn't change
You're damaged just like me, still suffer
The price of pain
I'm still suffering

Pain, no longer silenced
No good for myself, no good inside this
Rage, I hate who I am
Push you all away, I stay defiant

It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in
The force of change, yes, has been ignited
Oh God I'm fucking lost, still suffer

Forever doesn't change
You're damaged just like me, still suffer
That empty space
You can't erase

Forever doesn't change, still suffer
The damage cuts to deep, you fucking suffer
The price of pain
I'm still suffering

Feel the fucking pain, you never cared about me
Still suffer, to return harder