Manic Pixie Dream Hurl

And I'm hiding under my covers
Talking to my mother on the phone
Trying to calm down
I wish I was better at being alone
Constantly cleaning up the messes I make
Everybody has it so figured out
I guess I'm coming in late
But it's just the way it goes
I'm trying to figure out the things
Everybody else already knows

And if I close my eyes, will I die?
Will the Sun explode, the world implode
Because I closed my eyes?
And if I wait
Another hour and if I werе to just take a shower
Do you think that I would feel any bettеr?
And if I were to just wait an hour
Do you think that I would feel any better?