negative spaces

At the world I'm amazed
You'll never tell by my face
The sentiment is overblown
All the lies are stuck in my throat

(Woah) I fill my skull with nonsense
(Woah) live an implicated consequence
(Woah) and it's all so negative
I'll pretend that it's not happening

What I love they're always tryna take
And my fury's keeping me awake
I'm immune to the heartache
I've been living with the dull pain
Am I addicted to despair?
And wasting time I'll never get back
If there's a hell, I'll meet you there
I'm in the waiting room

(Woah) I fill my skull with nonsense
(Woah) live an implicated consequence
(Woah) and it's all so negative
I'll pretend that it's not happening
(Woah) I like what I represent
(Woah) my anger comes at my expense
(Woah) there's always something to be up against
I'll pretend that it's not happening

To me, to us, to everyone, the world
The gods, the dogs, I'm not impressed
But I attest, I say with my whole chest
Every moment's vital
And I'm feeling suicidal
But I'll smile

(Woah) I fill my skull with nonsense
(Woah) live an implicated consequence
(Woah) and it's all so negative
I'll pretend that it's not happening
(Woah) I like what I represent
(Woah) my anger comes at my expense
(Woah) there's always something to be up against
I'll pretend that I'm not scared
I'll tell myself that it's not happening