vital

My heavy mind sinks lower by the minute
I can barely stand it
A tear through the lines, seeking absolution
Can a fragile heart decide on you?

Will it end in tears?
Will I let the fear win?
Take the ride or die while trying
Have I seen it all?
Why am I so divisive?
I can't fight it

Underneath, over me
We're spinning in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

Want to believe there's a motivation in negative spaces
Head over feet, I'm following the feeling
While my fragile heart takes time on me

Will it end in tears?
Will I let the fear win?
I can't fight it

Underneath, over me
We're spinning in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

Have I learned the signs?
I've been everywhere and back again
Don't know if I read it right
I've been real discerning
At my heart's request
But everything you are is vital

Underneath, over me
We're spinning in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

Underneath, over me, over me
Underneath, over me, yeah
You lie to me, so casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital (Still feels vital)