She Lays Down

And she lays down
On her bedroom floor
The chemicals that make her laugh
Don't seem to be working anymore

She tries her best
But it hurts her chest
And even though her Sun is gone
She'd like to love her child nevertheless

My hair is brown
She's scared to touch
And she just wants to feel something
And I don't think that's asking for too much

And when I go to sleep
It's when she begins to weep

She's appalled by not loving me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down

We got a plane
Oh, to see my dad again
She prayed that we'd fall from the sky
Simply to alleviate the pain

Over water
Over terrain
The engines all go bust, we turned to dust
And I've no reason to complain, yeah

And in the end, she chose cocaine
But it couldn't fix her brain

She's appalled, oh, she doesn't love me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down

That was it