Fractures

My heart is an anchor
Weighing me down to the ocean floor
Like bones once broken
My heart is now denser
Nothing seems to hurt anymore
But I don't feel invincible
Rather be invisible
I would like to feel again
Vulnerable to end
Fractures are all that's left
I can't stand to be alone with my own thoughts
My doubts are speaking louder
Yelling within my ears
Echoing my detractors

"You'll be never good enough"
And in my self defense
I tell myself that it's ok
That I'm just waiting for the world to change
I don't feel invincible
I'd rather be invisible
I would like to feel again
Vulnerable to end

Fractures are all that's left
Like bones once broken
My heart's now denser
Fractures are all that's left of me
Fractures are all that's left

Oh what of the mess I've made?
All I want is forgiveness for my sins
Oh what of the mess I've made?