No Joy

All my pleasures, guilty
Clean slate looking filthy
This year's gonna kill me
Gonna kill me
Spirit should be crushing
But I don't feel sad, I feel nothing
Heartbeat barely pumping
When did life become so unbecoming

No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy
No, no, no, no joy

Only level lately
Anhedonic on the daily
Wanna feel but I am failing
I am failing

Facial expression wooden
Wanted to cry but I couldn't
Tear ducts full, I felt you pulling at them
But it didn't happen
Didn't happen

No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy
No, no, no, no, no, no joy

All my pleasures, guilty
Clean slate looking filthy
This year's gonna kill me
Gonna kill me

No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy
No, no, no, no, no, no joy