Lighthouse

i can't get these thoughts out of my head
i'm gonna shut down
i need someone to listen i need a friend
by me
nothing seeems right when i live my life inside
of yesterday
have to find the strength to reach for something more
to breathe -- to see
to feel like living
accept -- myself
to smile and mean it
all the things that i regret come back to me at night
demons from my past pull my eyelids open wide
i'm screaming for the morning screaming for a change
i want the chance to face myself and face a better day