Open Ended

Staying home never sounded so good
All the things that I know I never could
Say what I wanted, what I'm thinking
Drown it out with whatever I am drinking
And by the end of the night
I will have second guessed myself

I never wanted to be my own worst enemy
Saw it happen to my friends first
Then I followed shortly
We'll leave it open ended
'Cause we're on the road to destruction
And from where I'm standing
I can tell that it's not my destination

I don't know what to believe in anymore
When everyone is faking
I'm over analyzing,
Taking the liberty of self prescribing
I can't get around what I'm feeling,
In the end I throw my hands up to the ceiling

I never wanted to be my own worst enemy
Saw it happen to my friends first
Then I followed shortly
We'll leave it open ended
'Cause we're on the road to destruction
And from where I'm standing
I can tell that it's not my destination