Salamander

I'm sorry for my mistakes
I never knew i could act so strange
I always wanted to make sense
But i never intended to hurt you
With the things i never said
Bending forwards and back
Losing myself when i needed me most
I've learned that i have a lot to learn
This indecisiveness i get lost
This isn't the last time i will fall from grace
I need to be small before i can be strong
I tried the best i could to be kind
I'd like your respect but i'd rather keep mine
It's too late and i don't know why
I can't take you i can't take you to heart
It's too long and it's too wide
I can't cross and
I just don't think it's right.