Describbing Oddity

Heavy weights stuck in my heels
I supposed to create something new

When I think of it, it sounds so innocent
But I need to find a meaning to keep going

Who should I be today? (Anxiety comes with a blurred anger)
Who should I be today? (Fear shows as the commander)

I don’t know how to describe what I feel
Every word sounds the same

So I’ve been trying to be unique and I became nothing
Nowadays, I feel that I have become useless, so

Who should I be today? (Anxiety comes with a blurred anger)
What should I change today? (Fear shows as the commander)