Body Horror For Birds

When I saw you in Seattle, I was caught in a rat maze
I tried to pick a corner and call it home
And no rush of blood was enough
To get my brain unstuck

I can't wait to show you the 1% better I got
I think they run seminars about my relapse
I know you're doing okay
I don't think the Moon awaits

It's all comin' back to me now
After-lifer sulphur dragging me down
The words are written on the back of my eyelids
You make me uncomfortable
And I don't wanna see you in Heaven
In Heaven
In Heaven
In Heaven

This was supposed be to be different
I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions
This was supposed to be ours
I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it
Now you can go make her a mother
You never revolve around your lover, oh
This was supposed be to be different
I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions
This was supposed to be ours
I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it, yeah
This was supposed be to be different
I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions, yeah
Now you can go make her a mother
Yeah, you never revolve around your lover, oh

It's all comin' back to me now
Bends gave me some truth and it's hard to discount
How some people are nightmares together
But it's only felt when apart
So I don't wanna see you in Heaven
In Heaven
In Heaven
In Heaven
In Heaven