Cavil

i tested your patience without you even knowing
so i continued to throw words around carelessly
i knew how to get you off
certain words evoked this beast from you
it was your careless eyes that strayed away
which brought forth your true feelings
now tell me of the nights when you pushed my patience
the thrusts of hormonal guilt
i suffer here
your skin holds the image of his face
and your hair smells of compulsive lust
now tell me, was it worth it?