Maudlin

Melancólica

Maudlin

su ropa estaba empapada de mohoher clothes were soaked with mildew
cuerdas quemaban su camino a través de sus frágiles y delgadas muñecasropes burned their way through her fragile, thin wrists
yo estaba parado sobre ella esperando ver si iba a vivir o moriri stood over her waiting to see if she was going to live or die
recuerdo sus gritos y arañazos en mis brazosi remember her screaming and scratching at my arms
mientras le ataba las muñecas detrás de la espaldawhile i was tying her wrists behind her back
ella pateaba sus piernas arriba y abajo en mi direcciónshe was kicking her legs up and down in my direction
tratando de evitar que anudara las cuerdastrying to prevent me from knotting the ropes
"deja de llorar" le grité en la cara"stop crying" i screamed in her face
"me diste por sentado esta vez..."you took me for granted this time...
...¿cómo pudiste hacerme esto?"...how could you have done this to me?"
le dije mientras golpeaba el suelo junto a ella hasta que los puños estaban adoloridos y ensangrentadosi said as i punched the ground beside her until fists were sore and bloody
"cariño, todo esto podría haber sido diferente si hubieras querido...""honey, this could've all been different if you had wanted it to be..."
le susurré suavemente en el oídoi gently whispered in her ear
"ya no me importa lo que quieras..."i don't care what you want anymore...
...esto es lo que yo quiero ahora..."...this is what i want now..."
no me ofrezcas nadadon't offer me anything
estarás desperdiciando tu alientoyou will be wasting your breath