Fair-Weather

You are alone in thoughts that hold you
You are a ghost to a life that loved you
No one knows what I do
I was alone every second I was with you

How can you just disappear?

I know it's typical for me to call this place our home
(I am never coming down)
I miss the time when I was still so, still so alone
(Everything feels so unsound)
You say it's critical to have someone to call my own
(How can you go from in love)
Then when do I still feel so, still so alone
(To never around?)

I didn't think enough about who you were
But who I wanted you to be
Was it too much to ask for the truth?
Everything seems too much for you

How can you just disappear?

I know it's typical for me to call this place our home
(I am never coming down)
I miss the time when I was still so, still so alone
(Everything feels so unsound)
You say it's critical to have someone to call my own
(How can you go from in love)
Then when do I still feel so, still so alone
(To never around?)

Remember when meeting me halfway was just too far?
Now you're half the world away trying to justify these scars