Scars Of An Illusion

The time has come
There’s no time and no wish to return
Morbid spur take me to delight
Seduction by eyes seen as cold blade

I don’t wish they understand me
Cause they’re blind for what they can’t get
I fell happy for never justify myself
Giving me freedom
From this unsound doctrine

Slim razor, that cuts me off
Slicing skin, flesh, arteries and vessels
Setting apart body, blood and spirit
Soft boundaries separated by pain

Still
Falling
Lucifer
Told me

Red, hot, dense and plentiful
Filling my room and smile
Illusions and regards drag my mind
Visions of a body lying in the ground
Now I throw a dark tunnel
Above life and death I fly
Memories being get as quickly as they go
In coldness, confusion and fear I drown
Darkness becomes comfortable
Blind eyes guide me to the light in the end
The truth that finally comes
Gives me the peace I’ve always searched for