Waking up to no meaning, I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that surround my being
Can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask

There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical

I'm too shy to speak up
Guess I have my reasons for telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive

There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical

I want to scream but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical

It's only chemical
It's only chemical

I find comfort when they say
You can't sit and count the days until it ends
There's still time I want to break everything I've ever made
But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical

I want to scream but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical

It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical