I'm Not In Right Now

Did I hear somebody say my name?
Or is it just my head
Messing with me?
The disapproving glare of yellow eyes
I feel them all behind me
Fucking with my mind

I only do it to myself
And everything is in my head
It's not real
It's not there
It's only in my head

I can hear you knocking down my door
But I'm not here
I'm nowhere anymore
And I don't wanna leave the house
I wanna stay inside
Away from phony smiles

I always do it to myself
I can never get this worry out
The doctor says it's not my fault
Some things just aren’t in our control
They're not real
They're not there
They're only in my head

Ooh
Only in my head

Ooh
Only in my head