Balling

19 (baby!)
Inverted baby
Bright blue sky scenes
Obscura in my bedroom
Lying on the floor we had sometimes
Bad ideas
Soft spoken music to my ears
Spending my money
I wish I had spent time
(I'm not quite sure what went wrong)

But no, our legacy sheets
Can bring me sweet dreams
How strange is it when ours is lost in them
I said whenever you called, I'd be there
I hope you never take advice from your friends
Crammed in to the back seat of my first car
That I drove too fast
Running from the thought I
Know you don't get it when I say I been balling

It's all bless
You couldn't stop crying, I couldn't cry at all
How can I dance myself clean?
These rooms just dirty my soles
Slowly my friends turned to places
I can't be everywhere at once
I watched some friends turn to places
Now it's just a one way convo

Yeah, and till you're not afraid of going
I'll be right here on your arm
And when it's not my choice in staying
I'll go

I know our legacy sheets
Can't bring me sweet dreams
How strange is it when ours is lost in them
I said whenever you called, I'd be there
I hope you never take advice from your friends
Crammed into the back seat of my first car
That I drove too fast
Running from the thought I
Know you don't get it when I tell you I'm balling

Balling

We were just kids
You couldn't stop crying I couldn't cry at all
How can I dance myself clean?
These rooms just dirty my soles
Slowly my friends turned to places
And I can't be everywhere at once
I watched some friends turn to places
Now it's just a one way convo