27?

The past is killing me
A paranoid future exists
Why must I be this way
Can't I just live in peace today?
Why was I dealt these cells?
In a prison of sorrow and dwell
Will heaven hold a place for me?
Or will hell have the only seat?

A queen will lose her king
A mother's only son
My darkest hour has come

Am I front row?
To a misery engraved
Carved into my bones
Forevermore enslaved
All they give is endless love
Forgiveness for my ways
But I am forever blind
To what they hold in their eyes

Am I the one
Who must go
So soon