Autonomy

I know I've got no self control
been that way all along
I piece my thoughts together
then they all fall apart
you've got that special somethin'
it slowly draws me in
I don't know where I'm goin'
no where I been
it's just all these distractions
they float around my head
I know I won't be comin'
back around again

Part of me craves the love
and part of me doesn't care at all
I probably think too much
I probably shouldn't care what people want

I know I've got no self control
been that way all along
I seem calm on the surface
there's no way to be sure
you've got the right solution
it always draws me in
I know I won't be comin'
back around again

Part of me craves the love
and part of me doesn't care at all
I probably think too much
I probably made it all up
part of me hates the love
and part of me doesn't care at all
I probably drank too much
I probably shouldn't care what people want

And hey, do you feel alone?
do you feel like everyone is against you?
stew

And hey, do you feel alive?
only when the odds are small, and your back's against
the wall

Part of me craves the love
and part of me doesn't care at all
I probably think too much
I probably made it all up
part of me hates the love
and part of me doesn't care at all
I probably drank too much
I probably shouldn't care what people want