LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you goin'? Why you leavin'? The fuck is up?
I feel your soul, here with me, but your body's gone
When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close
It feels so wrong, its been some years, still I don't know

Where you went, and who, what, and
When I close my eyes, I see some' I don't like
Wake up and I still hate what I've become
I can't believe my eyes
Blacked out, drunk
I'm numb, I'm dumb high

It seems like nothing has changed like I said it would
I know I said that I'll change but I never could

I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'ma be this way right here till my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh

I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust (oh)
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved (oh, oh)

I never thought that I'd be here (oh), and still feel lost
It don't feel right without you here (it don't), I need your love
Thought I was good but I was wrong (I thought)
Drownin' my thoughts in hennessey, prayin' to God
Askin' myself, where'd I go wrong?
I tried but I can't find
I said I'm fine, I lied
I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you're right

It seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (oh no)
I know I said that I'll change but I never could (I never could)

I'm still lonely and fucked up (oh, yeah)
And I'ma be this way right here till my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one (ooh)
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh

I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust (oh)
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh