Struggle

I sometimes think back to when I was young
To happier times, but now they have gone
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
So, here is a story of how it begun
How it has gone, and what is the plan
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
And do you even know

Oh, what is like to lose a life?
Laughing with you needs more time
And do you even care
What's going on inside my mind?
I feel I can't escape, what now?
Oh, I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face

I notice the world's turning, but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh, they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh, I love you, but you didn't care
I needed you, and you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
And do you even care

What's going on inside my mind?
I feel I can't escape, what now?
Oh, I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning, but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh, they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh, I love you, but you didn't care

I needed you, but you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
Now I'm older, and the years have been kind
I understand, but I'm far from wise
I was just a boy, but I just could not cry (whoa-oh-oh)
Because I, I didn't care
I understand that life's not fair
It's not your fault, and I will carry on (whoa-oh-oh)
But I struggle, remembering your face
I look back on what we have made
I still remember the things that made me smile
You made me smile