Lost my Pride

If only I hadn't kept it inside
If only you'd hear me plead
If only I could bring myself to tell
If only I could understand my side

But now, it all washed away
What you felt no longer an emotion
When we had been left behind
If only we'd speak out mind

When you move too slow it comes back to haunt you
To haunt you, takes over all you see in your eyes
And when you look back it seems so faded
So faded awake will I have lost my pride