Paradise Lost

It's 4 a.m. and i'm back in hell
Where i belong, i guess i love to be
Well you're not here
Hey, what the fuck can i do?
You brought redemption and i pissed it all away
1,000 lifetimes, when i pushed this flaw
I live this way, at what chance i've got
To be forgiven, but the fucker fooled me
Into thinking i was doing it the right way

You kept on trying but i couldn't see that
Now i'm counting the cost
Hell, i was too fucked up to ever believe it
And now my paradise is lost

Fucked up with evil, that's what i am
I guess again, that's what i'll always be
Yeah, fuck i want it, no girl, i need it
'cause he kept his deal with me
But you brought me something
I've never seen before
A light so bright, but i was blinded
Well, i forgot the deal i made
Thought i could give you what you wanted from me

I know that you kept on trying but i couldn't see that
And now i'm counting the cost
I was too fucked up to ever believe it
And now my paradise is lost

So, now i'm back in hell and i'm burning
We made a deal and i'll let you be
But i'll always know as i go on sinning
That you're out there and you're free of me

I'm back in the dark, again...