Start This Over

I fell apart this winter
Snow piled on the ground
The hours start to splinter
Now that you're not around

And I go in circles
Pacing through the dark
Thinking
How did it get to spending our nights apart?

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should've said
I know, I feel like I'm a different person
Then I was the day you left

You used to pull me closer
Spin up the silk cocoon
Your head was on my shoulder
Straight through the afternoon

So I run it backwards
Right up to the start
Thinking
How did it get to junk on the curbside and
Spending our nights apart?

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should've said
I know, I feel like I'm a different person
Then I was the day you left

I feel the weight of all my mistakes
But I learned too late

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should've said
I know, I feel like I'm a different person
Then I was the day you left

And I go in circles
Pacing through the dark
Thinking
How did it get to an empty apartment?
Junk on the curbside and
Spending our nights apart?