I'm Still Fine

Sometimes I feel like I can't feel
This isn't real, I should be hurting
I was alone, I was a song
Music and bone, God's perfect wording

And could the people understand this?
I'm as bruised as a used up canvas
I'm awfully nice but I'm cold as ice
I've been through hell but I'll be alright

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I don't feel my sadness

I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care
But I'm still fine

I'm on display, I've lost my way
Oh God, I pray, let this pass over
I lost the note, I rocked the boat
I've even choked, I lost my composure

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness

I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care
Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Yeah, yeah, know I'm stronger in the long run
Oh, but father, I'm afraid you picked the wrong one

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness

I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care
Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Oh, I know I should be scared, maybe I'm too tired to care
But still I'm fine, oh, oh, I'm still fine