Apology

I'm sorry for everything I've done that changed your world
I didn't mean to do this to you
I'm sinking slowly
Pulling you down with me

I don't know how to let go
I want to say something that could change it all
But there are no words....
I would reach out to you
But I'm afraid of what you'll say
I'm afraid you'll turn away
I want to say something that could change it all
But there are no words...

So much that you're losing, so much that I'm losing too
What is this that I have given away selfishly
Is there any way that I can escape all this
How much can I tear away and still have something left to hold...