My Fate

I've seen the death so close to me
This dazzling light was battering me
And I knew my life was fading away
I've felt the sins of humanity
Cryptical intentions whispering bitterly
And I knew my life was fading away
All their appearances are disgusting me
Don't feel there's an end beyond that way
Life ain't a game as some would say
You feel humiliated you look like me
I see indecent gates always closed on me
My life is my life and that is my fate
Prisoner of an haunted mind
I'll wait for my God to set me free
And I know there's only one way
Sometimes I let myself to think
I'm pleased To live that life I did not ask to live
Sometimes I'm scared to think that way