Could I

how could I let you do this again
how could I let myself be sucked into this thing
called friends
how could I let you hurt me this way
torturing myself day after day after day
you'd have thought I'd learned by now
want to let you go but don't know how

how could I let you kiss me like that
all of my hopes up only to be squashed flat
how could I think that you'd love me too
you're just a scared boy, the only kind that will do
I hope you'll soon lose your charm
that might save my heart from harm