Blood Pressure

Does growing older really mean growing alone?
Does anyone feel the fear that I’ve come to know?
If I could take a second, I could breathe
My body is broken-down and weak
I feel such a self-loathing, I can’t sleep
So I lie in the dark, and I wait for tomorrow,
But it never comes

Everyone’s so full of shit (but I know)
I don’t wanna keep buying it (so I won’t)
Just give me a reason to stay here

I’m afraid for the future
I don’t wanna share it with you
Hiding on my own, I’ll never return
I don’t wanna share this with anyone

You can take my place in line,
Recycle the cycle I left behind
I’m going overboard tonight
Do you remember writing down all our goals,
Laughing at each other ‘cause we both know
That we’ll never reach them?

Now we’re alone
(The pressure is on,
And the day has only just begun)

I’m afraid for the future
I don’t wanna share it with you
Hiding on my own, I’ll never return
I don’t wanna share this with anyone