Being Deceived

I couldn’t believe it
When you told me so - Oh no, no, no, no
That you were at a party
The drinks were going down
And there were boys everywhere

You wanted me to be there
You wanted me to come and take you away
So you won’t kiss another
But why should I bother
If I can’t trust in you

It seems to me
I’m being, I’m being decieved
And I can plainly see
I’m being, I’m being deceived

The pain that runs through me
The memory that I once stood by your door
And held my heart cryin’
The sight of one dyin’
When it was all in vain

Seems I am the loser
of this weighted game – make public my shame
By standing and staring
Straight at your door
Asking for more when it’s too much for me

Ain’t desirable to be
In a position of indecision (oh yeah)
Ain’t too comfortable to me
When all that I wanted was you
Just you

Was my intuition
When you phoned my home – you weren’t alone
I thought I heard voices
I made such bad choices
Time and time again

I wish you’d just leave me
Be simple if you left me lone and blue
No last kiss or letter
To make you feel better
In your guilty head