I wanted kill myself yesterday

I wanted kill myself yesterday

There is darkness
And loneliness

There are eyes
And they're blind

While I'm looking for something trying turn on the light
Drowning in myself tears waiting for the redemption night

There is weakness
And sadness

There is pain
Heart and brain

Keeping my fingers crossed there's something in my hand
Just dancing the waltz waiting for my end

I wanted kill myself yesterday, yeah I wanted kill myself
But I remembered you, just for you I couldn't do
And now I live today

Even no guarantees of a perfect life
Just dancing the waltz wishing everything is gonna be all right