Lost Weekend

Build me up I'm breaking down, I'm tired of living underground
Where depression tells me she's the only way
I have nothing left to lose, but I have nothing left to choose
The bottle drinks the booze from me these days

Hold me through the dark at night, before I kiss myself good bye

I cannot scream, I cannot cry, I've lost all control of my mind
Spinning out of time and out of sight
And my body aches and my heart it hurts
I've long found out that drugs don't work
Will someone save me from myself tonight?

I'm tired of my ambitions, and I'm tired of my suspicions
I'm so tired of knowing that I live a lie
Sweet tea and valium, say one day I will marry them
And we can live in champion disguise
Hold me through the dark at night, before I kiss myself goodbye

I cannot scream, I cannot cry, I've lost all control of my mind
Spinning out of time and out of sight
And my body aches and my heart it hurts
I've long found out that drugs don't work
Will someone save me from myself tonight?
Will someone save me from myself tonight?