Ritual

I think I'm going back
Oh, I can see the sign
I feel it coming, I feel it coming

I hope you close my eyes
I'm running out of time
Can't keep on running
I keep it running

I wish to see this end
I played it out in my head
Try to stop from being upset
It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest 'cause

I just see death in what is beatiful
And all the funerals
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

Ignoring my prescription
I found my new addiction
Now I'm not eating
And I'm not sleeping

My mind is playing tricks
A curse on my existence
Hyperfixation
No medication

Stops me from callin' this in
Like the candles on my back
Bracing for the world to end
It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head 'cause

I just see death in what is beatiful
And all the funerals
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

I just see death in what is beatiful
And all the funerals
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual