Decided Girl

a showy, young planet bulged to near
near bursting but driven by moonrise and physical things
rising oceans from bottom boards
from floater fish from sandy salt
look closer I'm waving back at you
a brutish last curtain sections you from your joy
cuts into you and boy you'll beg me back…decide
a spoiled young cry girl choking pride
revenge on old ghosties drives you past the fracture mark
sharing Ted makes you cry…decide