I Don't Trust Me To Be Happy

I burnt my bridges to feel warm from the flame
We’re all just covering the same mistakes
And sending our best mask into the open
Hoping no one knocks it off

Beauty isn’t everything
But if I don’t feel beautiful, will I feel anything at all?
I don’t feel anything at all

If I could drive as far as I loved me
I’d be sitting in my driveway waiting
For the sky to fall
Can I just accept that I'm a lost cause?
I can’t tread oil forever

Barricade myself in my head
So I'll only hurt myself when I'm dead
But I can’t even do that right
But I can’t even do that right
Did I let me go or realize who I really am?