I Wish 2016 Never Happened

I can’t even pick up my guitar these days
Everything around me, it just falls apart
Wish I could trust myself the way I trust everybody else
Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied

I try
Not to hate myself
For what you did
I try
Not to blame myself
For what you left me with

I won’t even listen to the noise I make
Everyone around me, they just move away
Wish I could love myself the way I love everybody else
Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied

I try
Not to hate myself
For what you did
I try
Not to blame myself
For what you left me with

I judge myself for laughing
I judge myself for crying
I judge myself for loving
I just myself for lying
I judge myself for breathing
I judge myself for everything I do and everything I am

I try
Not to hate myself
I try
Not to hate myself

I try
Try not to hate myself
For what you did
I try
Not to blame myself
For what you left me with

I, I try
Try not to hate myself
For what you did

I, I try
Try not to blame myself
For what you left me with