Dad

I can never take a rest
Because nothing I can be is real
when it comes time to express
it's something I can only feel

cause I know I can never be the same
I'm blamed for being controlled
and nothing I can say can explain me

Why would I be blamed for holding you up to the sky?
I'm left here to be claimed, I'm just left to fucking die

When all is said and done I'm still the only one that has to live with me

No one ever gave me shit to make me feel like I could stand
they just kept pulling on my strings and pretending to understand