Hypocrite

I hate myself for this, another day another week another year of self indulgence,
Without love you are nothing. i'm so sick of this i'm just another hypocrite
I know what i should do, you died for me i should live for you,
Only by the power of you're spirit, cause i'm such a hypocrite,
I hate myself for this, this duplicity of words and actions makes me sick,
I have so much but i just want more, let them starve let them die it's no concern of mine,
My heart is a whitewashed tomb, beautiful outside but full of dead mans bones,
My heart cries out to the lord, i cant live like this anymore,
You died for me, i will live for you