How It Is

I should be the one that you choose
But I'm in a different mood
I'm rolling around breaking rules
The snakes in my head like Medusa
Damn it I thought that I knew ya
But you were just showing me crew love
So I hesitate with the new love
Cause I'm just afraid I could lose it all

I could do a million good things
You only see me when I fall
Damn
But that's just how it is
That's just how we live
They might shut me down
Might give me a kiss

And you know it feel some type of way
Cause you know my heart gon break
It feel some type of cool
When you're out here on your own
Yeah yeah yeah

But that's just how it is
That's just how we live

Sometimes I think everyone judging me
Sometimes I think everyone loving me
Sometimes I think everything bugging me
Sometimes I think nobody fuck wit me

Is you fucking wit me just to fuck wit me?
Why you hit me up all of tha suddenly?
Asking me shit like what's up wit me
So you can say you keep in touch wit me
Damn if that is how it is
I don't want no friends I just a want a Benz
Haters in my crosswalk just to be offense
Blowing lames off now they blowing in the wind
This remind me of a way back then
Said I'll never make it way back then
They was hella jaded way back then
Hella jaded way back then

Fall

I could do a million good things you only see me when I fall
Damn
But that's just how it is
That's just how we live
They might shut me down
Might give me a kiss

And you know it feel some type of way
Cause you know that my heart gon break
It feel some type of cool
When you're out here on your own
Yeah yeah

But that's just how it is
That's just how we live