Never Wanted To

There's a river in my head
There's a reason I don't think straight
I get distracted by my own design
Afraid of hearts wondering if I would die if I fell from this

There's an aching in my back
There's a reason I don't stand up straight
I wanna blend in with everyone
Looking down at a representation of real life
All the time

I never wanted to believe you
Dig up the past and be afraid of what you might find
And I wanted to leave herе
I had no choice but to believе you

There's an echo in the air
Pulling my focus from the moment
I'm feeling haunted by my own friends
You see my heaven, but I feel my hell creeping in

I never wanted to believe you
Dig up the past and be afraid of what you might find
And I wanted to leave here
I had no choice but to believe you

There's a river in my head
There's a reason I don't think straight
There's a river in my head
There's a reason I don't think straight