Leaving

Not quite alone, not quite in company
Not quite with you, though so unwithout you
I try not to say too much, feeling distanced.
I try not to say too much, the distance destroys what
I am.

Just so you know. (just so you know)
I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know. (just so you know)
I made up my mind and....

Not quite myself, not quite anyone
Not quite in love, yet drowning in your love.
Your love drowns out who I am.

Just so you know, (just so you know)
I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know, (just so you know)
I made up my mind and I'm leaving you.

I don't feel alive, at all...