Katharsis

Catharsis

Katharsis

For example, even if I wake up and everything is an illusion
たとえばめがさめてすべてはまぼろしだって
tatoeba me ga samete subete wa maboroshi da tte
I want my delusions to come true
きせきめいたもうそうをかなえてほしいんだ
kisekimeita mousou wo kanaete hoshiin da

Oh, with the sin I painted
Ohぼくがえがいたつみで
Oh boku ga egaita tsumi de
Oh, don't bring about the end
Ohけつまつをみださないで
Oh ketsumatsu wo midasanaide

The scenery I used to see with you someday
いつかきみとみていたこのけしきは
itsuka kimi to miteita kono keshiki wa
Even though I promised not to show it to anyone, oh
だれにもわたさないとちかったのにoh
dare ni mo watasanai to chikatta no ni oh

I kept breaking things, trying to save something
こわしつづけたぼくはなにかをすくうけど
kowashi tsuzuketa boku wa nanika wo sukuu kedo
But now, in this changed moment, it's a knife of revolution
かわりはてたいますにかくめいのナイフ
kawarihateta ima ni kakumei no naifu

As if offering, I thrust the farewell filled with light
ささげたようにさしてひかりにみちたさよならを
sasageta you ni sashite hikari ni michita sayonara wo
I’ll miss you, I’ll miss you
I’ll miss you I’ll miss you
i’ll miss you i’ll miss you
Sins will someday perish
つみはいつかほろびる
tsumi wa itsuka horobiru
Carry me, let's go as children
ぼくをのせてこどものままだっていこう
boku wo nosete kodomo no mama datte ikou
Crumbling, overflowing, unfulfilled delusions
くずれるあふれるかなわないもうそう
kuzureru afureru kanawanai mousou

For example, even if I wake up and everything is the truth
たとえばめがさめてすべてはしんじつだって
tatoeba me ga samete subete wa shinjitsu datte
Don't sound the ironic sirens
ひげきてきなさいれんをならさないで
higekiteki na sairen wo narasanaide

Oh, on the scars of the world
Ohせかいのきずあとに
Oh sekai no kizuato ni
Oh, I want to talk about the future
Ohみらいをはなしてほしいの
Oh mirai wo hanashite hoshii no

As if unraveling, I thrust the farewell filled with light
ほどけるようにさしてひかりにみちたさよならを
hodokeru you ni sashite hikari ni michita sayonara wo
I’ll miss you, I’ll miss you
I’ll miss you I’ll miss you
I’ll miss you i’ll miss you
Give me the punishment
ばつをぼくにあてよ
batsu wo boku ni atae yo

Give it to me
あてよ
atae yo

All the attempts are the fate I chose
すべてのこころみはぼくがえらんださだめだから
subete no kokoromi wa boku ga eranda sadame dakara
Chasing, chasing
おいかけておいかけて
oikakete oikakete
Before I know it, even if I'm captured
いつのまにかとらわれても
itsu no ma ni ka torawaretemo
Will you still buy me?
きみはまだぼくをかいしてはくれるの
kimi wa mada boku wo kai shite wa kureru no?
If it's not me, it's no good
ぼくじゃなきゃぼくじゃだめだ
boku janakya boku ja dame da
If it's not me, it'll collapse
ぼくじゃなきゃcollapse it
boku janakya collapse it

Sins, punishments, me, you
つみもばつもぼくもきみも
tsumi mo batsu mo boku mo kimi mo
Left without a thorn, abandoned
ばらのせずにのこされてすった
bara nosezu ni nokosarete sutatta
I don't notice the twisted scenario
きづかないよおっかけたしなりお
kizukanai yo okkaketa shinario
A shining future floats around you
かがやくみらいをきみにただよう
kagayaku mirai wo kimi ni tadayou

Even the knife I thrust here
ここをさしたナイフさえも
koko wo sashita naifu sae mo
Will surely someday shine
いつかきっとひかりをさすから
itsuka kitto hikari wo sasu kara