Never On Time

Sit idly on a fence
I'm throwing rocks and speaking loud
Ate it all just to puke it out
It's fun to let the water spill
Like it matters
I'm not cleaning it up
Porcelain shatters

Calling out of work to place
A knife inside the pit of your stomach
I'm twisting even when I don't wanna push it in too deep

Impatient, vacant
Not opposed to spit in kind
Do you expect me to wait in this line?
Your vacation, I'm calling it off to make you plan mine
I don't show motivation, envy
No shame for not waking
Before the sun has descended to ground
Never on time

Trading seats to try and place
A knife inside the pit of your stomach
I'm twisting even when I don't wanna look you in the eye
Got terrified, imagine white hot pain for your stomach
I'm twisting even when I don't have to answer for

The lack of motivation, envy
No shame for not waking
Before the sun has descended to ground
Never on time
Made honest attempts
Made you writhe again